fortuni
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- Joined
- May 5, 2017
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I have beta tested a number of his missions and the revelation came up in one of those testings, Broken Heart IIRC. He later made Anna's Secret, his first mission that raised the subject of FTM, and although the plot implied the FTM issues were about his ex-girl friend, from our discussions and how I understood everything, I believed the plot was Pedro's autobiographical story in disguise. He also used to have a link on his website for a FTM forum which he was an active poster, but it has been removed for some time now, but his posts on that website went back some time before Anna's secret was built.
I have a genuine soft spot for the guy. He can be caring, friendly, funny and intelligent etc and for those reasons I have tried over the last couple of years to cover his back when he has lashed out on TTLG, which he is prone to do.
I myself have had to deal with huge emotional difficulties and used to suffer from uncontrollable anger (cheers mum), so I think that sometimes I can emphasise with angry people, certainly I do my very best to try to see things from their point of view anyway, and try to see through the anger and deal with the real person. Maybe that is my blind spot in this situation.
I do not believe I have broken any confidentialities, Pedro has posted on TTLG about his FTM transition, and there was a link to that FTM website and of course a couple of mission, so he has made his interest in the subject public. Whether or not he has pulled the wool over my eyes, or convinsingly persauded all of you guys he's a blue blooded straight man is irrelevant. His posts in the last few days have shown an uncomfortable side of his personnality which clearly show he has issues that still need addressing, so although he has made himself a target, I hope you guys can still take onboard my original request to try your best to be gentle with him.
I know only too well from personnel experience how painful the most minor of slights can be. Even the most innocent comments used to hurl me into some very dark spaces, places I no longer go to, but their memmories are as clear today as they were in those bad days. My motivation in posting here was to try to raise your awareness of Pedro's state of emotions and so hopefully prevent further comments on TTLG that may cause him to head off to that same dark place.
And yes you right RT, I do care. I care about victims, about people in pain, people who are lost, people who don't know how to control their outbursts and people who need a friend when they need one most.
I have a genuine soft spot for the guy. He can be caring, friendly, funny and intelligent etc and for those reasons I have tried over the last couple of years to cover his back when he has lashed out on TTLG, which he is prone to do.
I myself have had to deal with huge emotional difficulties and used to suffer from uncontrollable anger (cheers mum), so I think that sometimes I can emphasise with angry people, certainly I do my very best to try to see things from their point of view anyway, and try to see through the anger and deal with the real person. Maybe that is my blind spot in this situation.
I do not believe I have broken any confidentialities, Pedro has posted on TTLG about his FTM transition, and there was a link to that FTM website and of course a couple of mission, so he has made his interest in the subject public. Whether or not he has pulled the wool over my eyes, or convinsingly persauded all of you guys he's a blue blooded straight man is irrelevant. His posts in the last few days have shown an uncomfortable side of his personnality which clearly show he has issues that still need addressing, so although he has made himself a target, I hope you guys can still take onboard my original request to try your best to be gentle with him.
I know only too well from personnel experience how painful the most minor of slights can be. Even the most innocent comments used to hurl me into some very dark spaces, places I no longer go to, but their memmories are as clear today as they were in those bad days. My motivation in posting here was to try to raise your awareness of Pedro's state of emotions and so hopefully prevent further comments on TTLG that may cause him to head off to that same dark place.
And yes you right RT, I do care. I care about victims, about people in pain, people who are lost, people who don't know how to control their outbursts and people who need a friend when they need one most.